It’s been awfully long since I wrote something. Feels like the block may have lasted for a decade and still hovering about the horizon, ready to cast its spell whenever it can.
This post has no preconceived plans or emotions which I wish to convey, its just my way of forcing myself to introspect a life which I very conveniently live and overlook; Overlooking some of the very nuances of its beauty and subtle human emotions.
Over a past couple of months there have been waves of ideas and feelings that have swept me, compelling me to write. Then, the "block" casts its spell by the evening and I return into my shell curbing the ideas just like paper in a shredder.
Having learnt a few valuable lessons, I find myself a little wiser than before but more often than not succumb to the meagre less important thoughts. May be that’s how this mind works, often controlled by the emotions from the heart; impractical yet very reasonable to the clueless mind.
This same clueless being shuns and desires a lot of things at the same time. No reasoning seems valid when it comes to yearning and no conjecture seems to stand its ground when it comes to renouncing. Unique are its ways..and of life itself.
An insight into its working can be boggling 'cause it won't allow even you, your own self to enter into the deep hidden recesses of the underlying secrets. It knows and fears the idea of revelations and begins the "shredding" locking away process. May be that’s why an idea dissolves faster when you begin penning it down. The mind is working and we don't even come to know. Ah! and the world is saved of an idea, which, if would have crept out, could have led to massive destruction. Sigh.
Still in awe of this thought process I can see that clutter hovering again like a black cloud..and oh! my thoughts begin to diminish..as I fail to write.. till next time..
I shall be back :)
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